Emotions

I had a little breakdown today. Who knew that waiting for a baby to come could be such an emotional experience. I'm not sad or angry at God or even bitter. I'm just so happy at the thought that today could be the day, that at the end of the day I feel a huge letdown. (Well actually, I feel letdown when I wake up in the morning from a glorious sleep that wasn't interrupted by a trip to the hospital!) It's a constantly roller coaster of "this could be it" and "I guess that wasn't it". I've never felt so unstable in my life! HAHA Before you start worrying about me and casting out demons, let me just say that I am fine. You try waiting for the single most amazing moment of your life day after day without knowing when it's supposed to happen. Then you'll understand. ;o) But until then, pray for us, that we would be patient and trust God's timing and plan!